Love, love, you just leave many questions in my
mind without any answer…
You know, when a doctrine comes to me, I don’t
care it comes from films, books, or any other media, it makes me thinks harder,
sometimes make me feels not sure to what I've though of my life before. Yeah, you’re
right if you say that I am in the age of confusing but, sometimes it doesn't feel good at all.
I had ever love someone. It feels like flying in
every second of your life, which was also the only time you can think that pain
was fun. To be honest, I really miss that time. But actually I’m not sure I
want to come back because it gave me nothing until now. You know, a freaky one
like act like they just hit by a star from other galaxy when they’re in love.
They’ll just admire, enjoying their beautiful emptiness and loneliness just
because of shadows which told them a wonderful fairy tale. Unfortunately, even
the shadows dancing in front of them, it was a thin shadows came from the
far-far-away galaxy and half of their existence was just their imagination.
When I’m in love with a Prince, I have entire
ideas to write as a romance. When I’m loving my country, my nationality soul
come out and the best thing is I can think about many people around me. Because
just at that time someone careless like me can be as care as that to the lives
of people. Every second, I love my parents. The only two people give me their pure
and endless love entirely, the two only I know will never betray me ever. I
love my family every time I am there with them or not, because my real happiness
comes from their simply way of life. I love my memories, the only word which
can built my emotions shortly, a word inviting every single inch of time I have
leaved to chase me wherever I’ll go. I love perfectness and it’s not hard to
realize something perfectly to me, but when everything gonna be perfect, and
then it has been perfect, I hate changes. I want to be like that as long as I can
without any changes, although in fact those changes could bring me to something
better.
But life, yeah, I know that it just not about
what you want for. It’s also about struggling to prove to God that you're proper
to get a chance as a lucky one who can life with their dream happily.
For February, which people said as the month of love...
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